In my teenage years I was fascinated by what was then called "Contemporary Christian Music." Particularly from the 1980s-90s there was effort to create a kind of Christian alternative to popular 'secular' music. I gradually lost interest in CCM after high school and by the early 21st century, CCM slowly faded away.
Of course, it faded away because something else had taken its place; the new vogue was for Christian musicians to create worship songs that could be replicated in churches worldwide, rather than supporting a parallel entertainment industry.
I came to enjoy the new wave of Christian worship songs, but I thought the days of me purchasing Christian song albums was well in the past. I felt the new songs were suitable for church worship but weren't the sort of thing I would listen to around the house.
Enter Rend Collective, an Irish worship band who fell neatly into the new wave of worship. My then-worship leader Rob brought them into my home church, principally through the song "My Lighthouse." That song on its own won me over-- it's a happy, toe-tapping ditty. I wound up getting into the band's albums largely on the strength of that tune (I chose it as the theme song of the Cursillo weekend I led).
But while I love the high-energy found in many of their songs, the concert helped me articulate what I really enjoy about Rend Collective - and what makes them different from the CCM of my teen years - is that they're real. At the concert, lead performer Chris Llewellyn noted that the Psalms found in the Bible aren't simply songs of joy - many of them are songs of lament and we need to have a place for lament in our contemporary worship.
The aforementioned Rob seemed to agree with that; Rend Collective's song "Weep with Me" - a melancholy song of lament - became a song he frequently performed at our church (and I think Rob performed it at every funeral I attended after he added it to his repertoire). Songs like "Weep with Me" give us a place to express our grief and sadness. That's contrary to so much of the old CCM, which didn't want to act as though tough times existed - if they did, they were all in the past, not in the present or the future.
And Llewellyn took time to talk about his own mental health struggles with depression. Given that the band was performing in an Alliance church - and among all churches, the Evangelicals are most offended by Christians talking about mental health - that was bold of him. The band is real about the troubles that exist in life, the troubles they themselves experience.
Recently, my favourite song of theirs has been "Hallelujah Anyway." Rend Collective performed it at the concert that night; I performed it myself last weekend. What draws me to the song is that it's a song about going through problems yet remaining optimistic. Maybe it's a small thing, but being able to sing lyrics like "Even if my daylight never dawns; even if my breakthrough never comes; even if I'll fight to bring you praise" has a different kind of power than the usual triumphalism I find in Christian worship.
So yeah, I have a lot of time for Rend Collective.